inhale exhale dupdapdupdap

pounding veins of brains when it is almost a blackout.froze.

starting of getting a huge paranoia? or was it an adrenaline rush? butterflies in the stomach? migraines? confusion? end up hopeless.

this venom inside of A.it hunts down for almost 3 days.the snorting and blowing, suffocates mostly at dim when everything starting to get cold.A was half alive half dying.A had wasted her palettes on G.it comes to cares from G to A.this two fellow,met most of the times.when time doesn't reveal them anything.A was nothing.only thing it have,this tiny feeling that it felt but make a huge thing when it comes to G.sickness,boredom,hunger,losing,failing..whatever! at a moment for every moment G always care for A.doubt envy comes to A.it's second thought was "i think that's just simply stupid",A.G always know how to handle most of the moment.when A was in silence, it's a daydream of outer universe to hold G.A was fly high to find G in wherever it flew.they are nothing.G, the-powerless-god.A,the red-fingered-girl.

what i see, they are in love.well, love is a feeling.it is something strong that most of us might not know how is the exact way to elaborate this nasty word.they are both to scared to lose.to scared to love.when feelings never get a chance to come to them.they run.when their ignorance is a bliss to all the humanon.and thennn.................kosong.godaymit!